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JazzieCarmen
Jazzie!
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
I'm Jazzie! I write, I draw, I paint, I'm creative and odd! If you like hugs, I like you! Much love!
JC
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Current Residence: Just left of LittleMissCheesy's crater, in crater 5, Mars.
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite style of art: Impressionism
Favourite cartoon character: PINGU
Personal Quote: "Well, bugger!"
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Confidence is an issue that I've struggled through for a very long time. Throughout the years my lack of self confidence has varied and moved around into several different areas. My self esteem has plummeted pretty low at points, but once you get past that, everything's a little better.

I think confidence is something that a lot of people struggle with, which is a bit of a shame really. It's one of those things that can really affect people; really hold them back. I had a close friend that used to hurt themselves quite regularly because they...well they thought they were worthless I suppose. I have never felt completely worthless, and I hope I never do, but sometimes those dark thoughts do cross my mind.

Confidence is a strange thing. I feel more confident blogging to a group of strangers about my life than I do telling my friends to their faces. That's weird, isn't it? I'd rather tell a stranger through a screen. I think that's odd anyway. It's odd because...well...my blog is like my diary. That's not the sort of thing people let people read, but well...here we are.

Writing at night is easier than writing in the day. Under the cover of darkness. Kind of a bit secretive really. Maybe that's saying something about my confidence. I don't know. More people have insecurities than people think, and more people have more insecurities than they know. Maybe we should all help each other with our insecurities. Maybe that's a bit sloshy and cliche, but maybe it's true.

Ironically, it seems like people aren't confident enough to help other people. So maybe we should all work on improving our own issues. The thing about humans though, is that we're not solitary creatures. We work in groups, we're social...well most of us are - the point is, hearing something nice once in a while does wonders to your self-esteem, so dropping compliments here and there would work wonders, no?

For me it was Diagnosis = Confidence drop, and now I'm re-building again. Just kept thinking 'damaged goods' or 'faulty' or something, but at least I know I'm not alone. We can do everything we want to, we just have to be confident enough to try.

I know I'm sticking my blog posts on here more and more lately, but i want this space to be for something worthwhile, and i think this is probably a decent way of doing it
JCx
  • Listening to: 3DG - One X
  • Reading: Beautiful Chaos
  • Watching: ...not much...
  • Playing: Naw
  • Eating: Nope.
  • Drinking: Coffee

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This makes me happy and sleepy :)
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clockworkViper Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Student
ARG my internet is being smelly and is refusing to load student review >:I
So, for my first article, i was wondering, should i introduce myself, or just get straight to it? :?
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JazzieCarmen Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
no need to intro yourself; the readers can look at your profile for that. I see you've got a draft going cos I stalk the post walls :3 that and i'm also writing something. EXCITING! YAY xx
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clockworkViper Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Student
That's fine then, i didn't >: D
I've submitted it now c:
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JazzieCarmen Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
YAY! You're IN THE GAME! *feels unreasonably proud*
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clockworkViper Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012  Student
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This is what i was telling you about : D
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JazzieCarmen Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
LOL!

Also, I like your new icon.
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clockworkViper Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Student
why thank you X3
i made it on a 'garden eel maker', it's very silly but so cute XD
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:iconcharlotte-poison-ivy:
HEEEEEY READING SAID YES!!! BBB!!!
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Charlotte-Poison-Ivy Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2011
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…Are you SUUUUURE you don't like snow?? o.O
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